I don't remember

I Don't Remember...

I don't remember, any more,
The exact shape of your hands
As I held them in mine,
Caressed them,
Memorized the length of your fingers,
The depth of your calluses.

I don't remember, any more,
Exactly your height, how much
Taller than me
You were, where
My head rested on your chest
When you held me tightly close.

I don't remember, any more,
Your scent, when we lay together
Creating our own
Magic rhythm,
Matching our heartbeats as we
Touched the sky, together.

I don't remember, any more,
The sound of your voice, calling
My name as though
It were a song
Within itself, a precious treasure
You valued with all your being.

And I don't remember, any more,
The color of your eyes, the shape
Of your lips,
Only...
How your eyes crinkled at the corners
And your laugh, as you told me,

"I love you."

Long time, no seen

Hey
It's a bit time since i last blogged, but it's because my life is pretty good and not that exiting.
I'm going to school and doing very well so far.
My love life is okay, I have meet this amazing guy, who is totaly cute and very handsome.
In my family theres nothing to complain about.
I have great friends, even though some of them are very far away.
I'm maybe going to Nickelback's conzert in the nearest future.

In the next weekend I'm going to a birthday and I'm exited to see if all of the girls from my class (including me) can get along for 2 whole days.

The weekend after that I'm going to be spending the weekend with the amazing boy, who's name I want write in here.

But i was just writing a little check up, to show you that I'm not dead.

Same as always

I tought and hoped that things would change, but I can see that it hasn't.
Because just like last year, every time I step into the class no one cares about me or notices me, I'm just someone that is in the class but no one wants her there.
And I can just feel all the way into my heart that this year is not going to change anything, I'm going to be that withdrawn person that sit with music in her ears and reads all the time because she has nothing els to do

About me

I have made my blog very anonymous, but I think you should know a little about me that I maybe don't tell that much people....

I really really don't like being a girly girl, if I have to choose friends I would definite choose boys instead of girls, cause' even though boys can get feelings for you (which doen't happen to me) it is just much easyer with boys then wich girls.

I love love love rock music, but I also admire classic music and I think it's fascinating and very beautiful.

I'm also a very nervous person I always pull myself down when I'm doing something and telling me that I'm not doing good or that everything is going to go wrong.
And for the most I tells myself when I am writting with someone (particular boys) that I'm not good enough and how the hell they want to writ whit me because I'm just a nobody.

The way I restore after a long day best is if I can sit in my room and just sing my lungs out to my favourit music.