I know its dump. But I want him back, all what he brings with him.
The fights the good times, the sad times and all the other times we have had together, I could go throug all that just to be with him, I just couldnt see the meaning after the 3 break up. But now I can, cleare then ever, I want him back more then I want anything else, he means the world to me.
He was my first and my only real love, and I'm not over him and I never think I will be.
We had the most amazing 5 years together, as boyfriend and girlf´riend and as bestfriends. We laught and we cried together, we were always there for each other. I will never forget the times I was so sick and had to go home from practic and he just sat with me to my father picked me up, not saying a word just holding me close, and in that minute I could just feel my whole world vibrating trough him, and in that second I knewed, I loved him and I still know because I always get that happy feeling inside when he text me, it doesnt have to be anything speciel when he text it can be ''hey'' it still makes me happy and gives me butterflys in my stomach.
